Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Grace Flows Down

Amazing grace, How sweet the sound

Amazing Love, Now flowing down

From hands and feet, That were nailed to the tree

As grace flows down and covers me

It covers me

It covers me

It covers me

And covers me

We sang this song couple of times at church.

And
This song makes my eyes watery.
Every time
It pokes my heart, it pinches my heart, it bites my heart.

And

It makes me feel very uncomfortable

Because

I know I'm rebelling. I know I'm going against HIS words.

And

He reminds me every time to STOP.

Then

I say OK I will stop and I'm Sorry for acting the way I am.

But

Easy said than done. Soon as I turn I'm right back to my old self.



I feel like a little child standing in between two way roads

Not knowing where to go.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Open Up My Heart

Open up my heart



Verse 1

Alone in a room

It's just me and you
I feel so lost'
Cause I don't know what to do
Now what if I choose the wrong thing to do
I'm so afraid, afraid of disappointing you
Chorus
So I need to talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
Especially today
When my life is so cloudy
Guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart
Verse 2
My hopes and dreams
Are fading fast
I'm all burned out
And I don't think my strengths gonna last
So I'm crying out
Crying out to you
Lord I know that you're the only one
Who is able to pull me through
Chorus
So I need to talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
Especially today
When my life is so cloudy
Guide me until I'm sure
I open up my heart
Bridge
So show me how
To do things your way
Don't let me make the same mistakes
Over and over again
Your will be done
And I'll be the one
To make sure the it's carried out
And in me, I don't want any doubt
That's why...
Chorus
I need to talk to you
And ask you for your guidance
Especially today
When my world seems just a little bit cloudy
Oh Lord You can Guide me through
That is why
I open up my heart
Chorus 2
All I need to doIs hear a single word from you
I open up my heart
Just one word could make a difference in what I do Lord
Guide me until I’m sure
I open my heart to you
You just say one word one word
I open up my heart to you
You're the lover of my soul
Captain of my sea
I need a word from you
that’s why I open up my heart
Yolanda Adams – open up my heart
I had this song in my MP3 for a while now and today as I was cleaning my house. I actually heard the whole song. Wow where did this come from. So I stopped my cleaning and just sat in front of my computer listening to it over and over again and one phrase of this song caught my ears and gave me the comfort in my heart and a smile on my face thinking of it.
“CAPTAIN OF MY SEA”
The world I’m living in is my sea and the Lord the Lord is the CAPTAIN. When there is a storm I don’t have to worry about drowning cuz I have a smart, calm, loving, patient Lord who I can hide behind in the storm as my CAPTAIN. Just imaging Him holding me and saying “it is ok ceci I will guide you through this storm”. That brought the comfort that I am needing and knowing I have the comfort from HIM ( My CAPTAIN ) brought me a smile on my face.
Have a Great Day~~~